the truth will be out somedays. I noe god will help us. to tat simply hym/her,im nt such gal. we been frenz for 3years le. u didnt understand after all. pls,open ur eyes big big and u will realise alot tinks. im been telling myself nt to cry,yet,i cry. over and over again,u crush our trust. i wanted to forgiv u,bt u lie over again and again. hav u care abt our feeling for just once ? u onli care for urself afterall.2.4km today and i PASS !! 17minutes55seconds !you noe it yourself. ya,when will we stop being the bad person ? push all the blames to us ?! nvm,sua. somedays u will noe my powers.walk back to the places we all once have fun at. seem shoo happy . the more i tink,i more i want to go back to the past. wat should i do ? im reali stress. having to cry myself to slp everynight , everynight tink of the past,we used to shared tgt. i tot u understand mie,bt yet....it seem to be wrong. i hate crying to slp everynight,i cant slp well. everynight,hoping to receive ur msg,telling mie sry...i should have noe tat u re nt such person,its my wrong to trust hym/her. when will tat day come ?Labels: why cant my tears stop...
♥ 9:15 PM
i just realised,its wasnt the same anymore...all tis tym i been lieing to myself...wat a fool i am.walk around the place the memories we hav once,its was lik yesterday. actually i dun wan to go,bt heng shun keep beg mie go,i scare to see you all. dunno how to face you all. bt lucky,when i reach tat tym,its raining. guess you all wont be ther. as im expected,u all are nt ther. the stone at my heart finally drop. bt somehow,i feel a big disappointment tat i cant see you. walk around the places when we always plae wit each other. i just realised tat memories cant be bring back. bringing back memories must have both of us. bt just wit mie one person,how i bring back the memories ? i did cried,i did...but lucky,no one see. i was alone . i just find out tat mie and mabel words on the floor was gone...all was left was you and 'dem' words. suddenly feel lik being kick out of ur world. ='( but i know...i will have to continue waiting...it might hurt and meanwhile,i might cries,but i will still wait~- i know tat u did care about mie AS A FRIEND' and tat was enough really,.. I did pray to god tat when i wake up ,i will receive a msg from you , asking mie whether wan go play bball anot,just lik last tym. i been praying , but why it didnt come true. am i dreaming all tis while ? if i am,i wan to wake up from tis dreams,and to be back to your side.
Labels: i did pray everyday, why cant it come true ?
♥ 9:20 PM
hello~ let mie post abt wat happen ytd :} meet mabel at 11am to eat breakfast,after tat mabel,jh,lq go orchard,while i meet shan at 12plus.went to chat and take cab to shan hse. [shan pay the money] dhn at her hse,i redo my make up. dhn cab back to sunplaza find yj they all. [shan pay the money again] dhn went to arcade . saw darren and wee an,joyvn toos. :] dhn went to void deck. somewhr near blk357. slack wit dem. dhn go back sunplaza. shan cab to find tee tian. while i pei dem go 7-eleven. yj treat mie lemon tea. gotten treat hym candyfloss next tym. anw,thks for the lemon tea alrite :) dhn by coincidence,i saw mabel and jiahui. dhn chat wit dem...after tat jh went home. went walk walk wit mabel. haha :} have a fun day.
using the make up to coverup my sadness. i hope nobody see through my sadness,wit the makeup on my face. am i a fool ? but i cant help wit it. i wish i cn let go toos. bt my heart dun allow,my mind cant stop tinking of you.
Labels: wipe my tears and be strong
♥ 4:21 PM
feel damn pissed off just becos of tat simply 'somebody' . wat should i do ? i wont forgive. i been forgive and forget for all the tinks. haven i done enough ?! from nw onward,i wont forgive and forget wat u done to us. we will pay you back everytink u done and every tears we cried just becos of wat u did. WE WILL PAY BACK. i wont let you off shoo easily...just becos of you,we have to suffer ?! who re you to decide our happiness !? why wont you even feel guilty when u face us. i swear tat i wont ever believe u again. i seen through all ur lies. fuck up by ur lies.i cant understand why do u wan do tis to us ? for wat ? u re just simply shoo immature. how old re u liao ? still do all tis shit ! we re nt fool. dun treat us lik fool. cos of u,we hav to be hurt ? i tell u,i wont let u win. let u taste the feeling wan ? being hate by the guys u lik shoo much. wan taste how the feeling ?Labels: i have to lose everytink tat i once have, just becos of u
♥ 1:45 PM
hello=) wake up at 4.47am tis morning. went to prepare and make up hafway dhn go sch. meet liao,dhn tie our hair,and do last min make up. dhn went to guide HQ for fussion dance compeition. obviously,we didnt win. we onli hav one week to prepare.lack of tym. bt through the process,its fun and make us a term.after tat,went bishan eat lunch with shan. dhn meet my frenz wit shan. they re quite gd,they wont pangseh us and will qian jiu us. dhn i find out sth.went to cwp meet mum. after shopping,went to ahma hse. and at 8plus,finally reach home. tiredd~ bt i dun hav tat mood to slp liao.
someday,u gotten pay back wat u done. i reali feel disgusted how u act a gd frenz in front of us. ur look shoo innocent bt inside ur heart,is shoo black black black. i will make u pay back wat u do. just for tis matter,i wont forgive and forgt. i say I WONT.
Labels: i will, someday
♥ 10:16 PM
heys! tml gotten jaiyous liao. gt dance bi sai! gal guides,jiayous alrite~
gotten wake up abt 4plus am tml morning. my god,i scare i wont be able to wake up.
mum bdae today. HAPPY BDAE MARMIE. ILOVEYOU~ haha=] gotten cut cake liao.
gotten hav a busy day tml shoo i wont be posting much. hehe. bye frenz~
Labels: im shoo imperfect and im NOT loving it at all.
♥ 9:32 PM
im shoo heart heart broken nw.
how i wish...i could hav a damn serious sick tat cause mie to lose the part of memory. or mayb i could bang a car and lose memory ? bt im scare.nt scare of death bt i scare wat if i will nv c u again ?
i dunno how im gotten survive without you.
is tis the end of us ? our 3years of friendship or watever,is tis the end ?
my heart really break apart when i noe. why do i gain hope in the first place.i should hav dash dem no matter wat. i cn onli blame myself.
Labels: dash my hope.
♥ 8:54 PM
HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO SNSD TAEYEON !
I should post taeyeon bdae ytd.bt i forgt. damn mie.
haha.i quite happy todae ? cn sae shoo? cos....haha its a secret and im nt telling u =/ ~ hahahahaha. damn it,shoo baichi,im toking to the com. LoLs -.-
k lahhs,march one week holiday coming! yea!! no study! shall end here. takecare lurhhs guys!
♥ 9:10 PM
HAPPY BDAE TO YOU~
HAPPY BDAE TO YOU~
HAPPY BDAE TO WEITING~~
HAPPY BDAE TO YOU~
my three years frenz! i reali wan our friendship to continue forever! have a wonderful bdae!
let mie say wat happen todae alrite.
first,still after sch we rush home! bath,change and go out. meet mabel,liqing and jiahui dhn mie and mabel,went ......... to buy weiting bdae present. due to shortage of tym,we rush to amk without eating our lunch. Dhn jh and linying go other place. Dhn mie,mabel,liqing and weiting[bdae girl] go buy movie ticket!guess wat we watch ? ALICE IN WONDERLAND ! 3D de ! my god,is damn nice de lurhhs ! dhn after tat,we went to take neoprint until siao. until all my money use up liao. haha! dhn weiting nid go meet family celebrate liao. shoo mie,mabel and liqing went 18chef eat~ abt 6.07pm liao,we dhn eat our lunch ! hehe,nice rite ? lols. dhn went to ... realise tat,tat person is nt ther. shoo i went home liao.
i cant say,i cant say out loud tat i reali veri veri miss you~when cn we tok?when cn u dun aviod mie ? why am i still a baichi waiting for u ?
Labels: can you hear mie ?
♥ 8:33 PM
ohh ya,happy belated bdae to shannon tang . should be posting tis ytd.
damn,weather is shoo hot. guess going to have heat strock liao lahhs !
i gotten cheer myself up. i cant let tis mood affect tml . shit man ! comeon...comeon,laugh out pls ! hahahahahahahaha...pls laugh. damn it.
Labels: little by little you become further. i hate tat feeling. damn it.
♥ 5:11 PM
im here again! heart damn pain.damn it. why am i always feeling lik tis?
baichi.im such a baichi.
Labels: all i can is putting up a fake smile
♥ 9:35 PM
happy bdae shan shan jie !
HAPPY BDAE TO SHAN SHAN !
ah jie ar,15 year old liao. stay chio alrite. and have a wonderful bdae. hope you will lik the present.
today out wit jiahui,liing,mabel,weiting and go subway eat.
dhn jiahui and liqing went home. Dhn weiting,mabel and mie went to ......
and,i decide on sth.
Labels: sometym in our life, we gotten make chioces.
♥ 10:01 PM
hello !! welcome to my new blog. tag more alrite. i will try nt to let my blog dead.
when to bishan with mabel and weiting after school. finally,buy some ppl present liao. was intending to buy story book,bt suddenly noo mood to buy liao . actually might goo bugis today de . bt we tink we will keep to our plan ba , fri dhn goo . hav alot of fun ! my leg damn pain nw de lurhhs . and ar , one gd news , after 8months22days,we're back !! bt somehow,im still waiting for tat one person . 10months liao ba ? i hope he wont c tis post . i dun wan to disturb hym . bt somehow,in my heart,i hope...everytink will be alrite .
Labels: i wont let you know anymore..., keep it in my heart
♥ 8:38 PM
No more quarrel
Mum happy
